Yeah, I’ve got a gimp wrist right now. Carpal tunnel or RSI or whatever… it’s my own fault. I’ve been writing a lot of documentation and reports the last couple weeks at work, plus I’ve been typing like a mad man on game design. It’s not just a matter of over-doing it, though, I think it’s also when I don’t sit properly and/or type with the laptop in an awkward position.

Now my wrist hurts quite a bit. I’m sitting with my forearms flat on the table so I don’t have my wrist at a funny angle (”It was at a funny angle!”), and I’ve been dosing up on ibuprofen and staying away from the Xbox. I just can’t stop working on game design, though. I might have to type one-handed for a while, or maybe switch to a notebook while working early stuff.

Ugh, so annoying.

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People spoof RPG conceits all the time, but this one was really funny, I thought. It is a loan rejection letter to an adventure shopkeeper, written by Matthew Baldwin (aka Defective Yeti), posted over on the Morning News.

Adventure Capital

There is some funny shite in there, give it a read.

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I subscribe to quite a few blogs in my Google Reader. I don’t always keep up with them all, especially the last few months after Caroline came home and my free time took a big hit. This morning, it occurred to me that I never write anything like real game analysis or strategy for a game. For example, Seth Owen’s blog Pawnderings tends to have a lot of wargame analysis, and a recent series on My Play has focused on Race for the Galaxy strategy.

I got to thinking about why I don’t write articles like that. I’m a strategic kinda guy. I like writing. I love gaming. So what gives? I think it’s because I don’t feel like I’ve mastered any particular game sufficiently to feel comfortable writing a strategy article about it, and for those games I do have a lot of plays on, they are already well-known and well-discussed already (Puerto Rico and Dominion, for example).

I think it is a direct result of my apparently insatiable appetite for new games. Sure, I enjoy playing games multiple times, but the low frequency of gaming I “enjoy” these days coupled with the large number of distinct games owned by me, my friends and gaming group, means repeat plays are few and far between. I even acknowledge this in the geekbadge on my BGG profile: Game Tourist.

I also tend to avoid reading strategy articles myself. A big part of the fun in gaming is “discovering” different strategies, and I’m especially known for trying things that are off the beaten path. If I don’t read strategy much, why would I write it?

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This is one of those things that makes me simultaneously sad and angry. I just learned that the $17,000+ raised by the Charity Auction at this year’s GenCon was to be donated to the Christian Children’s Fund in honor of the late Gary Gygax. But… Mr. Gygax’s favorite charity declined the donation because the money came partially from the sales of Dungeons & Dragons products.

Umm… wth?

Not that it will do any good, but here is a copy of the email I am sending to the CCF, as suggested by Giant in the Playground.

Dear Sir,

I am writing the Christian Children’s Fund on behalf of 724 needy children without access to food, clean water and educational programs. The CCF’s mission of hope for children, combined with its recognition for effective programs and financial accountability, keep it at the forefront of the fight against poverty.

Who are these 724 children I am writing to you about? At the $24 per month figure quoted on your website, they are the children who won’t receive food, clean water and educational support this month from the CCF because you turned down a donation of $17,398 from the GenCon Charity Auction this year. Not only do these 724 children continue to experience their poverty, but also their communities won’t benefit from CCF programs either.

Why did the CCF decline this generous donation? Ignorance, really. Some of the proceeds from the Charity Auction came from the sale of Dungeons & Dragons materials, a game based on make-believe fantasy. Does the CCF also decline donations from parents who exchange a coin for a lost tooth when their kids are sleeping? Are the purveyors of the Easter Bunny and Santa Claus unfit to donate money to your charity? Is my church false because we have a safe “trick or treat” event every year in the church parking lot?

The simple fact is that thousands of perfectly normal adults came together in Indianapolis, raised $17,385 in honor of a deceased writer’s favorite charity, and had that money rejected by your organization. A slap in the face for a deceased supporter and his well-wishers is one thing, but saying, “No, we don’t have the money to help you,” to 724 impoverished children this month? That’s just disgraceful and, frankly, I don’t see it as consistent with the CCF’s mission and beliefs, such as working together “to create an environment of understanding towards all children embracing cultural and religious differences.”

I am very disappointed in this attitude held by the CCF and plan on using other, less ignorant, organizations to help fight poverty in the future.

Sincerely,

Michael Haverty

/me sighs.

Updated 20081102 – through further discussion in another forum, I learned of this response from the CCF to one of the people who contacted them about this issue.

Christian Children’s Fund made the decision to decline the gift from Gen Con, LLC after the review of numerous factors that in combination precluded our acceptance of the gift. These reasons include the possible misinterpretation of CCF’s role in regard to the event. CCF is selective in its endorsements or support because it must maintain the highest degree of integrity with respect to the use of its name and logo. The information presented to us gave the appearance that CCF (the organization) was an endorser or supporter of the event instead of a beneficiary.

So… at least there appears to be some reasoning behind the decision. Still, one wonders that the two sides couldn’t work through this concern? Also, if this is true, it says to me that even if the CCF doesn’t necessarily perpetuate prejudice against gamers (or D&D specifically), then they believe (correctly or not) that this prejudice is pervasive enough among their donor base to warrant the refusal of the donation. Either way, the root cause appears to be bias against gaming and the end result is less funding for the kids.

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This is a favorite poem of mine. I think I first read it in one of the assigned books in a creative writing class in college. All I could remember later was the name of the author, Kimiko Hahn. I spent some time trying to track it down online (I didn’t want to buy a book just for the one poem) and had about given up on it, when I came across a scan of a page from a textbook or something, that included the poem.

Anyway, here it is. It’s melancholy, and perhaps not my style these days, but I still quite like it.

When You Leave

This sadness could only be a color
if we call it ‘momoiro,’ Japanese

for peach-color, as in the first story
Mother told us: It is the color of the hero’s skin

when a barren woman discovered him
inside a peach floating down the river.

And of the banner and gloves she sewed
when he left her to battle the horsemen, then found himself

torn, like fruit off a tree. Even when he met a monkey,
dog, and bird he could not release

the color he saw when he closed his eyes. In his boat
the lap of the waves against the hold

was too intimate as he leaned back to sleep. He wanted
to leave all thoughts of peach behind him –

The fruit that brought him to her
and she, the one who opened the color forever.

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Phew. I think I’ve settled on a blog name, a theme, and what I want in the sidebar. I entered a bunch of links, so I think I’m all caught up on setting up the site. Now, um… do I have anything worthwhile to say in the coming days? Months, years?

Okay, I’m finally pulling the trigger on a real blog, thus WordPress makes its entrance here.

NewBlog is just temporary, heh. I’m browsing themes and plugins and thinking about what kind of direction I want to take with this thing. I’ll probably make this the default home page on Jirel.com before too long, and then link to my ASP-driven game stats pages.

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